mere pitaji jyada tut chuke the un ko jyada sadma pahucha tha.maibhi ro nahi pa raha tha. mera mind jam ho gaya tha is sadme ki wjwah se. meri mataji ki dath ke bad bahot kuch ghat gaya hmare ghar parivar par yah bat 2001 ki hai.ab jo bat aati hai us par aap bilive nahi karenge, aap kya kobhi biliv nahi kar payega.maibhi nahi bilive kar sakta tha. meri mother ke avssn ke do din baad ki rat ko muje nind nahi aarahi thi meri kholika darwja band tha.mane suna ki darwaje ke bahar kus tin orat ke aawje sunai dene lagi"dekho wo raha baldevbhai, kaisa soraha hai" maine socha ye kon hai jo mere vade mai ghuskar awaj kar rahi hai, or darwaja to band hai fir isko mai sota hua kaise dikhai deraha hai,kahi darwje se to koi jak nahi raha na,awaje itni madhur thi ki kanome misri ghul jaye.mai unki or aakrsit hua.                                                                                                                                                                                                      mai khada hoke darwja kholke dekhne laga,meri patni"aja,aja kya hua?' kahne lagi"kuch nahi" kahker mai sab jagah dekh ke pisab karne bahar chala gaya'.meri patni muje bade ladke ajay ke nam se bulati hai.use is batse dar na lage isliye mai pisab karne chala gaya'fir gharme aake so gaya.or patniko bola"kuch nahi tum so jao".badme mai jagta raha ye sochke ki ye kya tha. thodi derme wo hi tin orte ki aawaj aayi. muje laga bhram hoga. wo aapsme bate karne lagi.awaje kanome misri ghol rahi thi. par bhram manke mai sone ki kosis kar raha tha.badme subhke tin char baje mai so paya.