ek jo mian sarver hai jo apne program hare computer ke anusar bhejta rahta hai vaise hi main computer(mins main mind) sabko uske anusar program (yani ki vichar,ideas) bhejta rahta hai. aplog mano ki na mano par aisahi hai. humare idea par bhi humara adhikar nahi hai, kyoki jise hum apna idea samaj rahe hai wo to koi orka hi hai. humara kane ko to is duniya me kusbhi nahi hai, kyoki wo sab to iswar ka hai.humari buraiya or acchaiya ki waha nondh rahti hai, ab hume ye jan kar apnemese burayiya nikal ni padegi or acchayiya ko apne dil me jagah deni padegi.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       me hari se milta hu or bahut sari bate karta hu, khaskar niti visayak. wo muje bina hichkichaye sab kus batate hai. kyoki vastavme vo muje unka bada bhai man raha hai.mai bhi dinme or rat mai hari smaran nirantar karta rahta hu.wo rat mai or din maibhi mere pass ate hai.kabhi charo taraf awaje sa jati hai, kisike ganeki awaj to kisike bolne ki awaj.muje ye awaje acchi lagti hai, wo sumadhur bhi hoti hai, kahi kahi deviyo ki awaje bhi sunaee dene padti hai. yaha swarg jaisa hi mahol ho jata ha. sab anand killol karte hai.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               kabhi kabhi muje naye naye( bhrahmandke ) sthal dekhne or ghumane lejaya karte hai, e sab visulition mai hota hai ,muje brahmandke naye naye sthal dekhne ka bada maza ata hai,isi bahne meri sair hojati hai.kus naye naye sarjan bhi wo dikhate hai. sunder sunder,disine bhi wo dikhate hai.kya rakhna chahiye or kya nahi rakhna chahiye usi bat par meri or hari ki disction chalti rahti hai. wo or sab deviya muje saxat visualition me dikhte hai, or mer sath, kabhi telepathi se to kabhi watavarn se bate karte hai.

 yaha aake(net pe) aake maine dekha ki sab ek dusre ke gala katne mai lage huye hai, najane hum insan kab banenge imins jenune human, kyoki yaha paiso ki khatir ek dusre ko lutne mai mache pade hai, net ke jo provider compniya hai jaise ki wo kus provide karti hai, unme  galakap harifai lagi huyi hai. yaha mersath do american compniyo ne galat vyavhar kiya hai, ek jo payhmm.com hai jo mer kamaye huye $3755 ek mahine se nahi de rahi hai or dusri jo face book jisne abhi abhi mere account mese muje bina bataye 1.00 usd utha liye maine wo account block karw a liya. yaha sab jagah frod chalta ho aisa lagta hai, bade magar sote jiv ko kha jane ko haavi hai. yaha kadam kadam pe frod hone ka khtra lagta hai. isse to jo nahi padhe likhe huye hote hai unki duniya bhali changi chal rahi hai. muje ye samajme nahi aata ki ye log kab human banenge.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           agar aisahi hal rahega to muje lagta hai ki iswerko jaldi hi apni duniya simat kar soti kar deni padegi, pahle hum is prithvi par rahne ke layk bane. lagta hai yaha huminiti rahi nahi, log apne swarthme itna andhe ho gaye hai ki kisi ko orke problem ki koi padi nahi.matlab use lagta hai tera problem tel lene jaye muje mera udhdhar kar lene de(arthik uddhar-or manvta ka patan-matlab usme fir koi insaniyat baki nahi rahegi-bas use har jagah paisa hi paisa dikega-yah american niti hai,kahi par bhi use paisa hi dikhta hai-isi liye waha slowgan hai time is money. muje lagta hai american wasiyo samaj rahe unhe sabkus mil gaya hai-par santi kaha? kaha jayenge ye log akhir sabko ekdin markar iswer ko muh dikhana hai.

chahe jaha bhi jao ya ko bi kam karte vakt" hari om tatsat' ka jap karte raho, uska arth hota hai:- hari sab jagah tuhi hai tuhi hai" maibhi yahi karta hu chahe koi bhi kam karta rahu din bhar par mere antarme yahi jap chalta rahta hai nirantar, halaki mai sansarik hu, par isse kya hota hai ki manme qate bure khyal dur ho jate hai, man parafullit avastaha mai rahta hai,gussa nahi  aata, or kai acche acche karyke naye naye idea's ate hai, fir chahe tum mandir na jao ya bhagwanki murat ke darsan na karo firbhi aapko iska punyafal mita hi milta hai,par falki icchase ye jap na karo par jisne hume jivan pradan kiya hai use hume bhulna nahi chahiye.or chahe kitne hi jivanme bure halat, or acche halat kyo na aa jaye hume use(hari ko) nahi bhulna chahiye. tabhi to wo jan payega ki burese bure or achcche se acche halat mai wo muje nahi bhoola.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     mere khyalse sarjanharse bada palanhar hai.kyoki jo sarjankarta haiwo to sarjan karke us jimmevarise mukt ho jata hai, par palankarta ko apni jimmevari hrdam nirantar wo sarjan chale tab tak nibhani padti hai. isliye meri drastise sarjan kartase palankarta mahan hai.ab is rachname ek hi main truti hai wo hai comunication ki wo trutibhi thode salo me (1 ya do hazzar sal) me nivari jayegi. jaise hum manusya comunicat karte hai waise hi daivlok bhi comunicat karega.muje asha hai ki wo waisa hi karega, kyoki wobhito manusyoka bhala hi chahte hai.asa hone ka muje badi besabri se intzar hai.

jaise hi phon ki battry samapt ho jati hai, jaise hi gadika petrol khatam ho jata hai aise hi hamare naswant sarir ka samay kal samapt ho jata hai fir se batri char hone par fir ham naye jivan ki rah par chal padte hai.hamara harek jivan inhe jivan ke raste ka ek padao hi hai. hume ascche or bure karm se harine uchi pad or uchit jivan ke niyam se bandha hai. jaise uske karm bilkul vaisa hi uska jivan chakra. hume yadi jivan me kush safalta prapt karni hai, to kudratke jivan chakra ke niyamanusar rahna padega. hame unnti pani hai to sochmebhi kisi ka bura ho aisa vichar hume tyagna hoga. phir dekhiye kaise jivan chakra chalta hai, kamse kam aapke antaratma,(jaha ye jivan dene vala bhi basta hai) usko avsya santusti milegi. mai to itni prathna karta hu ki pruthvi parse sab buraiyo ka ant ho. koibhi burai yaha prithvi par na tike. satya humensa jitta hi hai. or burai hamensa harti hi hai. gandhiji ne jo jivan sandesh diye hai wo uchit hi hai, 1. bura mat dekho 2 bura mat suno or3 bura mat bolo usme mai ek or add karna chahunga 4 bura mat socho kisikabhi.(dusmankabhi nahi- kyoki uske karmoki saja use hari dega)                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 age jake iswarka sayd yahi program bhi aye(1 lakh year) ki sabko hi amar kardo, par iske liye hume uski kasotiyo par par uttarna hoga.tab tak hum human ban jaye wohi accha hai.kisi ke hakkka sino nahi. or apne hakk ki rajuat usse karte raho. ha par hakk paneke liye apni farj apna jo dharm hai usko nibhana bhi padta hai. wo acchitarah apne nibhaya haiki nahi uski janchpadtal kiye bina apna hakk na mango. agar aapne apne jimmevari puri tarah nibhayi hai to aap waisebhi us hakkke dawedar hai.

muje pata hai, harek naswant jiv ko is duniya se chala jana hai, harek jiv ki jo umra hari ne di hai,jiske jo bhagyame di hai,wo bita kar use aage ke raste jana hi jana hi, yaha koi parmenant nahi hai,sabko ek din jana hai ageke raste par, halaki usko isliye pata nahi rahta ki ageke raste keliye hari uski mamory dalete kar deta hai, sbhi amar to hai par hum tukdo mai amrta prapt karte hai, is duniya ko ek hi vanpice mind chala sakta hai jo sabse pahele uttpann hua tha, kyoki usme hi sab tatv bhare rahe huye hote hai. vo hi is univars ka bhavisya nirmata hai. jaise it professiono ko or abhi to lagbhag sabko malum hai ki jaise computer kis tarah chalta hai, ek main sarver hota hai, us sarvermai se sab program downlod hote hai, isi hi tarah ek hi master mind ke sab program se sab mind ke program chalte hai, sarver down to sab program down ho jate hai.matlab hame vicharbhi or idea bhi wohi bejta hai. hume hasata wohi hai ,rulata bhi wo hai,hume khusbhi wo hi rakhta hai or na khus bhi wo hi rakhta hai, sabko subki situietion ke anu sar situietion paida karta hai, wo uske karm ke anusar uske jivanko dhalta or situietion banata hai, vo hume dur baitha chalne ka adesh karta hai,rone hasne ka adesh karta hai,khus honeka adesh karta hai, sabko chalata vo hi hai, par hum samjte hai wo sab hum kar rahe hai. sincetist, samjte hai,ya or koi bhi invester samjta hai ki dar asal usne jo nayi sodh ki wo uske dimag ki upaj hai, hakki kat ye nahi hai, waise idea dene wala bhi wohi hai. wo sabko anand mai dekhna chahta hai.                                                                                                                                                                                                  aap sochoge ki to uske yahase acchi acchi soch aati hai to kya buri soch bhi uske yahaase hi aati hai, ha yahi point hai, buri sochbhi uske yahase hi aati hai, par candidat ki parixa ke liye- ki wo bheji gayi buri soch ko ecsept karta hai ki nahi agar us so ch ko wo anusarta hai, to uska natija bhi usne soch rakha hota hai, use bure parinam bhugtne ate hai, usi time nahi to usne jo time tay kiya hota hai ustime par uska bura natija usko bugtna atta hi atta hai. isliye bure vichar ko apne manse tilanjali do, ingnor nagativity , be pojitive , be siqure. harek jivme vo basata hai, koi jiv sota ya bada,amir ya garib or uncha ya nicha nahi hai sab saman hai, kyoki sab me uska activation hai. sab parmatma ke ans hai. kisise bhi bhedbhav mat rakho vo parmatmaka apman hai.

or kai dusri baate huee hai jo mjue is univers se uske swabhav se ya yu kahihe ki mere swabhav se, meri iscchao se ye univers behave karta hai. halaki mai sabme mere hi darsan karta hu, sabko dukhi dekhta hu to mai bhi dukhi ho jata hu, khus dekh kar khus bhi ho jata hu, mai wohi one pice hu jisse ye sari rachnaye hui, halaki mere jins se is prithvi ke lalan palan karne vale kai or ucch stariya, ucchkotike any tatv uttpann hue hai jo apni jimmevari nibha rahe hai, mai apni jimmevari nibha raha hu, mai kisika na bura chahne vala tatv hu,or na bura karne wala bhi hu,mujme kai khubiya bhi to thodi xtiya bhi hai.par manvo ko itni dilosoji jarrur deta hu ki manav samajka bhavisya prakashmay hai, use chinta karneki koi avsyakta nahi hai, unka nash kabhi bhi hone wla nahi hai, bas thoda hume samjneki kosis karna hai, hum bina karan kus nahi karte.jobhi ghatnaye ghatit hoti hai humare jiwan me uska koi na koi karn avsya hota hai.

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use maine samjaya ki mai kon hu, tab jake usko meri bat manne me aayi, or wo milne ka sil sila aj bhi jari hai. mene usko bichmee kaha tha ki daviy lok or manusya lok ke bich sampark sthapit karne ke liye ek comunication hona chahiye jo sab ko dikhayee de or sabko sunaee de jaise ki vedeo call jaisa , par wo abhi nahi kar sakta, kyoki wo bolata hai ki aap uper aaoge(mere marneke bad) tab sayd sambhav ho payega, or uska vikas hone me sayd hazzaro saal lage, par hoga jarur. phir maine 2006 se unse baat karta karta 2012 aagaya, halaki mai kam par jata or rat koi unse bat karta or bad mai so jata. maine dekha ki 2012 ko koi tabahi nahi huee. maine rahat ki sas li.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  maine mujko bhi caek kiya, jab ye niloffar gujratke dariya kinare antak machane wala tha tabhi hum mere bete ki jatar jo mataji ki jatar -matajiki manta hoti hai wo karne gao gaye the usi din ye wawajoda aane wala tha. fir rajune kaha ki jaldi jaldi kam patao nahi to wawajoda aajayega , maine bola " chinta mat kar wawajoda ka kya hai wo to dusri or fanta ke chala jaye ga ,ya fir dhima ya mand pad jaye ga" or maine dekha aise hi hua.wawajoda mand pad gaya tha.ekbar kya hua ki jab " hutch"  name ki ek compny mobile phone mai thi, mere pass uska prepaid conection tha, eka din usne mere paise binahi bat kiye or kus kiye binahi mere account me paise kat liye, tub maene custmer care mai phone me bat ki " mere paise aap ne kus batt kiye bina hi RS 10 kat liye hai" wo bat lambi chali fir " costmer care wle ne bola" saheb humare 5 lakh costmer hai unhone kabhi eisi fariyad nahi ki or aap kahte hai ki humne aapke paise bina kus kiye hi kat liye" tabhi mai gusse se bola" dekhiye mane mera account chek kiya hai, aaapne mere paise bina baat kiye hi katliye tabhi to ye fariyad karta hu,or aap bol rahi hai ki aapke 5 laakh costmer hai to smbhaliye apne costmer ko" kahke maine phon rakh diya, mera matlab th ki mere paisa bina baat kiye unhone kat liye to aaise to kai logo ke katta hoga, ye uchit nahi tha.or jab costmer hi nahi rahega to wo kiska paisa katega.ye sahi bat hai na? fir maine thode dino mai dekha ki "hutch" ki compny ' vodafone' mai marz kar di gayi. na raha bas na baje bansuri. to dosto aisa hai mai aniti ke khilaf hu. aaj tak maine sayd hi juth bola ho,chori ya kisise setarpindi(frod) ki ho. ki hi nahi, kyoki wo muje pasand hi nahi. or aaj bhi devlok or hari se meri baat chit jari hai. bus astu isko yahi pe rokta hu. fir kabhi blog likne ki iccha huee to jarrur likunga.- aapka dost baldevbhai d. thakor

maine use jo baat bataneki thi wo baat use bata di"or tumhare maindka attech mant mujse kyo hai wo baat bhi thiyaricaly or tacnicaly. bata di.

my life and god conection

unhone dard bhare swarme muje kaha" jab tum dukhi hote ho to mai dukhi ho jata hu, tum khush hote ho to mai bhi khus ho jata hu,rahi tumhare mother father ki bat to unka jivan kal pura hua tha,or wo kahi nahi- gaye dek mere pass hi hai-kahke unhone mere mather father ko visuiletion karwaya.maere mother father ne mera hal chal puccha or ghrke sabhi sdasya ka halchal pucha.or hai ke raj me koi dukh nahi hai kaha mai khus ho gaya(or mare dimagme ek naye adea ne janam bhi le liya)  unhone unko or laxmi godsses ko bhi visulite kiya. me aapne aapko dhanya samjne or anubhavne laga.unhone kaha" dekh aise sab deekhaee de raha hai na-or tumhari mata ka janam tumhare mama ke bete ke yaha hua hai or tumhare father ka janam 2009 ko tumhare bhai rajuke yaha hoga-jabki raju ko 9 salse koi baccha nahi paida hua tha or bahut davvaye karvayaee thi-(mane 2009 ko dekha ki rajuke yaha baccha paida hua uska name mane rakkha 'tanmay"- tab muje ye bate sahime sach lagne lagi) dhire dhire ye hua ki deviy logo ka aavan-jaavan mere ghar badh gaya. jab hari se meri ladai huee uske pale jab hari mere pass nahi aaya tha tab laxmi ek din rote huye mere pass aayi thi or kahne lagi" tumhare bhai ki or tumhri mind ki ek hi nas hai kyoki tum jo duniyake-(universke ) bhalaeeke bare me sochte ho wohi wo bhi sochta rahta hai -iska kuch karo- aisa kahke rone lagi our dur dur chali gayi-fir mai uske pass gaya mane uske pith par hath sahlate( ab mai unhe visulition me dekhne laga tha) usko sant karne ki kossis kar raha tha," laxmi ro mat uska kusna kus ho jayega" kahte kahe mere me sex jag uttha or maine usko aapni baaho me khichliyatha fir jo hua wo mai yaha nahi likh sakta, par wo karya karte karte uske jo uttejak swar sunayee dete the usse me usme sampurn sama gaya. usi baat ko mane hari ko puccha                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            " hari to fir wo kya tha jo tumhari pati meri baho me aagayi thi or aaj bhi aaake sex ki mang karti rahti hai" " mai sab kuch janta hu maire bhai, par tuje manoranjan deke khus jo rakhna tha,or vaisebhi tum abhi ke premi nahi ho- tum to ajbo saalse ek dusre ke premi ho- or waisebhi hum aaise nahi hai, tum humko aisa samjte ho"mane kaha" nahi mai aisa aaplogoko nahi samjta,par tum jante ho hari muje ye sex se hi naffrat hai, mai to ye sochata hu ki akhir tum bhagwan ho tumne ye sex ka-sarjan hi kyo kiya?' usne kaha "prjottpatti ke liye-or sex ka sarjan maine nahi kiya-wo to aadi -aanadi kaalse hai"  "absamja-agar tum sacche bhagwan hote to prajottpatti ke liye sex ka sarjan na karke koi or divya paddhti ka sarjan karte fir ye sex hi kyo? mere bhai tu kah raha hai ki mai sesh nag hu- jo tuje satra saya de raha hai-par mai kaise manu ki mai sesh nagka aavtar hu-mai thos sabutke bina manu hi nahina.' or ab sahi vakt aa gaya hai ki tumhe sach batane ki mai asalmai kon hu, kyoki koibhi baat kahne ke liye sahi vaktka intjar karta hu jo maine teri uttpati ke bad bhi abhi tak matlab 4laakhcaror  vars se battayi nahi hai,kyoki tu maire bare mai to sesh naag ke shiva kush janta hi nahi na?"                                              

mane kaha" muje pata hai tum log yaha mere pas roj rat ko or kabhi kabhi subahko bhi kyo aate ho phir tere muh tu kahe hari" usne kaha " thik mai puri baat tumhe aaj thumhare manav-jivan ke 35 saal bad battata hu sun " tu koi or nahi par mera hi bada bhai hai- shesh nag ,tu gusse wla bhi bahut hai,bilkul wiseke waisa , teri bhabhi ko maine tere pass isliye bheja tha ki koi chara nahi rah gaya tha tere mataji ke mryutyu ke bad teri jo halat ho gayi thi usme se tuje ugarne ke liye mere pass bas yahi ek rasta baki rah gaya tha-kya karta, teri bhabhi ne tumhe bataya wo bhi such hai ter mindki or mer mindki ekhi nus hai, tuje mai dukhi,dravit nahi dekh sakta mere bade bhai,tu dukhi,dravit hota hai to mai bhi dravit ho jata hu"

maine kaha gussese" tum jo karna chahte ho wo mai hargij nahi karne dunga- mai janta hu tum har jagah pe harek kan kan me ho (hindu ved sastra mujab) par tum jo chahte ho wo hargij mai karne nahi dunga, mai ye hone nahi dunga, samje tum." vo bole" tere se jo ho karlena tum dada nahi ho is bhrahmand ke hum tumse milne ko aate hai janoge nahi teri bhabhi ko tere pass(laxmi godsses ko) bhejta tha janoge nahi?" mane kaha" nahi, me jobhi hu matlab mai baldevbhai hu or mujse jo ban padega mai is prithvi ko bachane ke liye karunga tum kon hote ho is prithvi ka kya kiya jay- uska nirnay lene wale' or tune(maibhi usko tune kahkar boolane laga) mere mata pita ko kyo tumhari pass bula liya-jab ki unki mrutyu ki umar bhi nahi huyee thee? uska tumne jawab nahi diya-or mai jobhi hu tumse kya matlab-tum mahabhartme kah gaye the yada yada hi dharmsya- uska to wachan nibha na sake tum sasundar ki vruttike ho-palayan vaadi-jo har musibatme bhagta hua hi najar aate ho-agar kaliyug ka nas karne ka itnahi sok hai tumhe to kyo nahi aaye kalki aavtaar dhar ke? bolo-or jab ab mai keh raha huki prithvi ka nash nahi karna hai"to kyo aab add gaye ho-or tumhe itnahi kaliyug gawara nahi tha to kyo laye is kali - yug ko? satiyug hi rahne dete.ab jab prithvi par itna kaliyug vistar pa chuka hai -logoke dilo dimag par havi hogaya hai to sochne lage ki prithvi ka hi nash kar do-mai ye hone nahi dunga-or fir sarjak ko jo jitna sarjan bigad chuka hai use utna hi nash karne ka hukk hai -baki ke sarjan ko sajao-or sawaro-tum bhi to yahi chahte hona hari? to aisa karo puri prithvi ka nas karne kyo tule huye ho-tera mera kya rista hai wo to bad mai bhi dekh lenge"

mane visnu ko kaha ki" prabhu ko ye duniya ka nash karna hai, or ek baat aap muje ye battaye ki meri mother father ko bina hi pakat umra ke kyo apni paas bula liya ,hum ne aapka kya bigada tha?' unhone mere mata pita ki kus baat nahi ki wo gusse se bola " bhad me jaye ye prithvi,(unhone galiya bhi baki jo mai yaha nahi likh sakta.) us prithvi ko mai kya karna chahta hu uski tu fariyad leke mere pass mat aa" uski baate sunke mai gusse mai aa gaya tha, maine kaha" tum prithvi ka jo bhi karne ja rahe ho mai karne nahi dunga" vo gusse mai gujrati me(" tu dada se lya dada, tu rokis em thata? tu mari ane tari waat kar") " tum dada ho re dada, tu rokega duniya ka satyanash hota? tu meri or teri baat kar."

fir 2005 maine unke sath bahut sari baate ki pritvike bhavisya ko lekar, unhone muje santusti karak uttar diye fir ek devi ko jo hindu devi hai or all over world me famus hai. unko bolaaki ye hari, visnu ajkal kya kar rahe hai? unhone ustim to kus jawab nahi diya par thodi der ke badme ek madhur awaj sunai di ' tere dhundh tere, yaha aate hai to waise hi aate honge?' mai samajne ki kosis kar raha thaki ye kon hai, maine pucha " bhai sahb aap kon hai" unhone kaha (wo gujrati me bolte the) " tum jisko dhundh rahe ho wo hi hu mai!" or fir meri unse takrar ho gayi. wo takrar jo pritvi ko lekar afwhe thi maya sabhyta ki " prithvi khatam ho jayegi 31 december 2012 ko" usse judi huee thi.

2005 se 2015 tak unke sath meri jo baat hui wo mai likhta hu.or unke sath mere sbadh kya hai wo bhi likhta hu. manav ya prithvi par koi bhi jivan ho uski umar yaniki age sarir ke sath judi nahi rahti. mind ke sath judi rahti hai. mind ki age napi jati hai. matlab mind ki age ginti mai aati hai.meri mind age age jake bataunga, abhi bataunga to aap chok jayenge.prithvi ki saririk age 42 year hai.

wo mujse jyadtar sex ki mang karti rahti sab gate chillate or mouj karte mai anubhav karta. halaki wo mayalu, or dayalu bhi the. mai janta tha ki humare jiven mai inka kya rol hai. wo paropkari matlab 0.00001% swarth wle the par hamare jitne nahi. hum lagbhag 35% swarthi hai. kyouki humari jaruri yate alag hai. humari fizical bodi sab ko dikhai deti hai, or  humari jaruriyat mai,bhuk,pyas,swash lena,toilet ke do prakarke kam or dusri dher sari jaruriyate hai. unki khas koi jaruriyate nahi hai. bas unki khas karke tin jaruriyate hai 1.jiwanke liye urja(jo humari tarah unko khorak khane se nahi milti unko ek otomatic sistyem di gayi jinse puri hoti hai) 2. jo unhone uttpnna ki us duniya ya universe ka palan or posan karna. or 3. sex jo aage jake univers ka badhne or panapneka karn or astitva tikayye rakhne ka or manoranjan ka karan bhi bana. to unke or humare bichme coman kya hai to wo hai sex. age jake devta or buddhijiviyo yani manusyo ki duniya is sex ke karan ek ho jayegi, or ek esha comunication ka aviskar hoga jo hum video call mai istemal karte hai vaisa hi. hum yad karenge or or daiviy saskriti ke log jinhe hume yad kiya hai wo hum,are samne hajir honge or humse bate karenge halaki tu unhe su nahi sakoge.ye sab hone ke liye 2000 sal or lag jayenge ya inse bhi jyada sal.

ye sab kush aisi bate thi ki mai ise kise sebhi share nahi karta tha.halki mai sabkus meri patni ko bata deta tha.me mere bhai se bhi ye baat sher nahi karta tha. par aapko isliye batata hu kyoki universe ka astitve ka raj raj na rah jaye. muje ye raj mere sine me dafan karke marna nahi hai. duniya ko isliye batana hai ki unko is baareme kus madad mil sake.

jab is flat mai rahne aya 2005 mai usse pahle vejalpur jo deviyo ke saath telipathika silsila chalatha usse mai jan gaya thaki devi devta mane iswer kisi ko na dikhyidene wale tatv hai. unko bhuk nahi lagti, pyas nahi lagti,wo swash nhi lete,unko bathrumnahi lagti, unki jaruriyate kya hai ye mai sochne laga.maine paya ki unki jarurite do hai ek urja jo unko (kahse milti hai wo baat puri hone tak bataunga) satat jinda rakhti hai, matlab amar banati hai, ha unko nind bhi nahi aati. or dusri jaruriyat hai unki sex. app sochoge" na ho" par yahi sahi hai.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       ha unke jivan ke bareme mai jan gaya tha , ya unhone hi mujko, mai sab kus jan jaou aisi  ghtnaye ghatayi thi.mai sb deviyose milta tha,wo kon kon devi hai wo janta tha or unke sath bharpur sex karta tha.halaki mai unko dekh nahi sakta tha.par unko sun jarur sakta th. or hum log teli pathi se bate kiya karte the. isko wirles sndeshawahak bhi kaha ja sakta hai. mai unke sath sariirik nahi par mansik yani manse, mindse sex karta tha. wo uttejak hoke pratiyuttr deti raehti thi. sex karte karte mai baato baato mai sbkush jan lena chahta tha. aage thodi der bad.

ab jo  bate mai aap logo ko batane wala hu wo mai tukde mai likunga. kyo ki wo bate bahut lambi hai. tukde tukde mai mai wo bate aapko kahunga. asli suruat to vejalpur se maine jo abhi is socity me rahta hu matalab maine jo flat liya waha rahne aaya wahase suru hoti hai. mai wo aapko kal bataunga. par vejalpur se maine 20005 mai yaha jantanagar chanakyapuri me flat liya. uske bad kya hua wo mai kal blogmai jarrur likhunga.kyoki aapka ye jaanne ka adhikar hai dosto. kyoki ye god ,bhagwan jise sari duniya dhundh rahi haaai uski baat hai.

mai jo blog mai likh raha hu wo jo english bhashke log hai, unco maine convert karneki salah di hai taki since kobhi kus madad mil sake god ko samjneme.halaki unhe manna padega ki god hai.

ab mai smaj gaya tha ki mai jo awaje sun rahatha, wo shi me sach thi, vo devlok hi mere smparkme tha bat karte karte maine jan liya tha ki unko koi dekh nahi sakta. unke sarir suxm se suxm ati suxm kano se bana hua tha jiske par surya prakashbhi chala jaye or wo kisiko nahi dikhay de.mins apni aankh se hum unko nahi dekh sakte.mai teli pathise unse juda raha. bhamryia se mai vejlpur bhade rahne chala gaya,karan tha,mai jo patni ko bat bataya karta tha to use laga ki ab yaha rahna uchit nahi or dusra karan tha mai merri mata or pitaji ko 2003 tak ki sal me guma chuka tha to unki yade muje rolati thi. fir mai vejalpur bhadeki kholime rahne gaya vahabhi vohi sil sila chalu raha.ab mai unpar sodh sasodhn karne laga.wo dur jate to dhima awaj aata or najdik aate to thoda jyada awajse baat sunai deti.                                                                                                                                                                                                                 koi koi bar mai rat ko ek baje tak unki bate sunta or unse bate(telipathime) karta rahta.to charo jagahse awaje muje mahsoos hoti .muje ye ahesas hota ki jaise mai dev or deviyoki duniyame ji raha hu.

dusri rat hu tab wo hi sil sila chalu ho gaya es bar maine ye kay bat hai uska sodh sansodhan chalu kar diya ,ratko wo tin ortoka awaj sunayi diye

dusri rat hu tab wo hi sil sila chalu ho gaya es bar maine ye kay bat hai uska sodh sansodhan chalu kar diya ,ratko wo tin ortoka awaj sunayi diye.wo aapsme baat karti mere najdik aane lagi me jorse sote sote bol utha,kyoki pahle din maine dekha tha ki bahr koi nahi tha,par sirf aawaje sunai deti thi.to mai bahar jaye bina hi sote sote jorse bola "tum kon ho?' meri patni bajume hi so rahi thi wo dar gayi or boli "kon kon hai?' mane use bola ki tumhe kus sunai de raha hai? to wo boli "nahi" or maine use agli rat ki or isdin ki sari bate batayi." kus nahi hoga wo tumhara wahem hoga so jao"                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   kahkar wo to so gayi par muje nind nahi aayi.wo aawaj mere  najdikse kanome misri gholte bat karne lage.me agar unse muhse baat karta to meri patni muje pagal manane lagti,or nahi bat karta to ye kon tin orte hai wo muje pata nahi chalta.is liye maine man hi man kaha kon hogi ye? or jaise usne sunliya ho waise boli " hum tino deviya hai" mai samaj gaya ki ye mindmai se boli huyi bat sunti hai.mera problem solv ho gaya. maine usse maindme se pusa(tab mereliye ye sab kush naya tha. ab mai janta hu ki ise telepathi kahi jati hai)"tum agar deviya ho to muje dikhaee kyo nahi deti? or mujko hi milne kyo aayi hai?' halaki muje wo dikhai nahi deti thi sirf sunayi deti thi is liye uska dar muje nahi lagta tha. unhone muje kus jawab nahi diya.

mere pitaji jyada tut chuke the un ko jyada sadma pahucha tha.maibhi ro nahi pa raha tha. mera mind jam ho gaya tha is sadme ki wjwah se. meri mataji ki dath ke bad bahot kuch ghat gaya hmare ghar parivar par yah bat 2001 ki hai.ab jo bat aati hai us par aap bilive nahi karenge, aap kya kobhi biliv nahi kar payega.maibhi nahi bilive kar sakta tha. meri mother ke avssn ke do din baad ki rat ko muje nind nahi aarahi thi meri kholika darwja band tha.mane suna ki darwaje ke bahar kus tin orat ke aawje sunai dene lagi"dekho wo raha baldevbhai, kaisa soraha hai" maine socha ye kon hai jo mere vade mai ghuskar awaj kar rahi hai, or darwaja to band hai fir isko mai sota hua kaise dikhai deraha hai,kahi darwje se to koi jak nahi raha na,awaje itni madhur thi ki kanome misri ghul jaye.mai unki or aakrsit hua.                                                                                                                                                                                                      mai khada hoke darwja kholke dekhne laga,meri patni"aja,aja kya hua?' kahne lagi"kuch nahi" kahker mai sab jagah dekh ke pisab karne bahar chala gaya'.meri patni muje bade ladke ajay ke nam se bulati hai.use is batse dar na lage isliye mai pisab karne chala gaya'fir gharme aake so gaya.or patniko bola"kuch nahi tum so jao".badme mai jagta raha ye sochke ki ye kya tha. thodi derme wo hi tin orte ki aawaj aayi. muje laga bhram hoga. wo aapsme bate karne lagi.awaje kanome misri ghol rahi thi. par bhram manke mai sone ki kosis kar raha tha.badme subhke tin char baje mai so paya.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

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you bilive  god? since not bilive god,becouse not a proof of god!, yes ibilive the god,its a truth.god is a truth. i not a see of qwark and and not see of antymatter mins -god partical. but its effect  we see. that god work. he not see fizical  eyes, he see mind eyes.    ab hindi me likhunga, kyoki englishme me  aapko nahi smja pounga. badme naya post hindime likhunga. bas abhi itnahi.

where are univers creater?

ok mai jo hindhi me likhunga wo aap smaj to jaoge na,aap hindi ka english me convert kar lena, thik hai,me yaha apni real story sunane ke liye blog likh raha hu me ek ordinary man hu. mins coman man. par dosto mai kisiko bhi gair nahi samjta. sab apne hai, miljulkar rahe is prithvi par bas mai yahi chahta hu. dhire dhire mai khulta jaunga. or is univers ke rahasya ko kholta jaunga. -godblles you.

dosto since chae na mane par 

mera janm ahmedabad,gujrat usmanpuraki ek ispitalme  date 25/6/1972 ko hua tha, meri mata nam nahi bataunga nahi to fir log miss use karna suru kardenge. wo sarkej se aage ek chachrawadi wasna namka gau aata hai -wo mera mosal hai. mere father truck driwing karte the. aaj wo or meri mataji or mera bicholiya bhai babu aaj is duniyame nahi hai. aajbhi muje mera parivvar incomplite lagta hai.unke bareme sochta hu to aajbhi meri aankhmese aansu nikal aate hai.unki dath kramash is tarikhko hui thi. meri mataji ki dath-19/3/20001 our inki dath se sadma lagneki wjwahse mere pitajiki dath 19/12/2002  ko hui, unko peralisis ho gaya tha.fir mere bicholiya bhai ki dath 25/7/2010 ko huiyi mene parivarme sabkush kho diya.

mera janm hua tab hum navavadaj vistarme rahte the.me panch vars ka hua tab tak mere mosal rahta tha kyoki mere pitaji daru piya karte the. mai unse darta tha isliye muje mosal rakh diya gay tha.mai jab panch sall ka hua tab muje navavadj laya gaya or padhne schoolme rakh diya gaya.mere jivanka panch var mosal me gujra vadajme hum do sal rahe. kyoki,wo bhada ka makan tha,mere pitaji jitna kamate the iska18% bhade me jata tha. mai hi bhada dene jata tha.mere badme mera bhai babu ,fir jyaben. or raju ka janm hua tha. me vadajme dusri kaxa me tha1979 me tab mere pitaji ne ek gouchr jagya thaltejki thi waha ek kacchi jopdi banayi thi. waha hum rahne chale gaye.ye humara pahla gharka ghar tha.aajbhi waha raju rah raha hai.hamari finainciyal condition bachpan se hi poor thi. jo aaj madhym wargiy hai. mere pitaji ne rajuke janm samay jo daru na pine ki kasam khake dadhi badhane ki manta mani thi wo unhone jivanparyant nibhai.                                                                                                                                                                                     ab hum1979 me bhamriya rahne aagye the.waha muje paaske gaome padhne rakh diya gaya. mere pairo me cchappal nahi rahti thi. or wo gao 1 k.m. dur tha waha mai paidal padhne jata tha.me koi uniform bhi nahi pahnta tha. our jo pahne huye kapde the unme bhi thigde...mins alag alag kapde ke soy dore se taka huye kapde.rahte the koi koi bacche meri thitholi karte the. par mai ignor karta tha.jab diwali aati to logo ko fatakde fidte dekhke hum khush holete the mere bhai bahn ko kahta dekho humne fatakde fode. or wo khush holete the, aise aise karke ham khus rahte the. jab utrayn aatti to me patang lutne chala jata, or wo luti hui patang or dora, mai apne bhai bahen ko vasi uttrayn ko deta tha or kahta tha lo uttrayan manao. or aise karke hum khush rahneki kosis karte the.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                halaki hamare charo bhai bahn ko bachpanme paome chappal nahi mili or pahnneko dhangke kapde nahi mile. firbhi hum khusi ki jindgi ji rahe the.padhte padhte. mai satvi kaxa tak pahucha.ab vaha athvi kaxa nahi thi. muje aache marks ke liye kus skolership mil jaya karti thi har sal. to muje ghatlodiya gao me ek privet schoolme athvi kaxa me dakhl karneme aaya.mera dono bhai or bahn bhi padhai kar rahe the , halaki unki padhai koiki panchvi, satvi or pahli kaxa tak rahi.me jab satvi kaxa tak us gaoume padha to muje ek ladki like karti thi .halaki wo muje kahti nahi thi, par uske vyavhar se muje pata chalta tha ki wo muje chahne lagi thi, nam tha uska shilpa patel.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   par ab to usko milbhi nahi pata tha. nayi school me jo bharti ho gaya tha.nayi scholme mai 1986 se1991 tak barvi kaxa tak padha. fir colege join nahi kar paya  kyoki gharki sab jawabdari mere par thi, barvi ke bad mai, koine koi kam dhundhta raha taki mai mere parivar ke gujranme mere pitaji ka hath bata saku.maine kai soti moti nokri join ki par muje kahi grow up ka cal najar nahi aaya.firek din mere dostne aakar muje bataya ki ek aluminium fabrication ka kam hai tuje agar karna ho to muje bata, roj ka rs25 milega.tuje pahle helperme join karna padega. maine socha helper to helper chalo join ho jate hai, ye baat thi 1992 ki. aagebhi meri life stori padhiy or god conection or god ko janiye.

or bahut sare thode thode time kam karke mai aluminium slindig work ke kampe lag gaya.vaha muje shikneko bahut mila. or age jane ka skop bhi dikha.me helper me lag gaya jaha muje mahine ke panchso rupaye rajaye katke milne lage.maine school jana sod diya tha halaki mai 12vi kaxame 52% se pass hua tha par muje ab colege nahi karni thi muje mere gharki ya ni ki family ki madad karni thi. ek saal kam karne ke bad meri 31/5/1993 ko sadi kar di gayi. sadi mere mamaki sali ke sath kar di gayi. dhire dhire me ek anubhavi kari gar ban gaya, is doran mai maere bhai rajuko mer sath le gaya taki wobhi mere sath aluminium ka kam sikh sake.                                                                                                                                                                                                     or iasahi hua, wo bhi kam sikh gaya.1993 se lekar2000 tak ham dono bhaio ne sathme kama kama kar mere piche tino ki sadia kara li ab acchi kamai hone lagi thi ,sab khte pite or moujse rahne lage the.jo haume kabhi nahi mila tha, wo ab hume milne laga tha.hum khus the. hamara kam chalta gaya chalta gaya.hum ab dono bhaio contract se kam lete the.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           par hamari kismat ne hume rulane ka nakki kiya hoga isliye jab 26/1/2001 ko jab gujratme dhartikamp hua uske badke do mahine me meri mataji ka nidhan ho gaya.unki aayu us wakt 48 year ki rahi ho gi .mutyu ka karan pet me pani bharanese ho gayi.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           hamare ghar pariwar par aabh tut pada. hum achanak hi akele pad gaye. pariwarke sab sadasya tut chuke the. jine ki koi wjah ab hame nahi lag rahi thi.duniyame humara koi nahi aisa hume lag raha tha.jaye to kaha jaye kise humari ye dukhbhari kahani sunaye .apna kahne ko humare pass jyada kutumijan nahi the.ab yah se mera or god conection chalu hota hai. aage aage padhte jayiye dhire dhire god hai uska aapko ahesas karata jaunga.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 aapka priya dost                                                                                                                                       baldevbhai d. thakor